dibilitating

my heart leapt from
my chest
only to crash into the
magnitude of what i
had said.
it is never love if
it's not reciprocated.
it was only the poetry
that made you feel
beautiful, that
made you feel....
stronger are hearts unbridled
weak are the ones that hold back
i will never share that
fate
because this crash has
taken my strength from me

twist my arm

the summer sun last sets on a love that was long forgotten...
i dried my eyes as the evening dew blanketed the grass like a long lost love
we travelled down separate roads to beloved lairs of security and lies
and never again have i seen the sun rise upon the shoulders of my lover

A.A.

and this taste
in my mouth
... it's the purging.
thoughts-of-you-bile.
detox...60 days
don't come around
my way.
stick with what you
know, and that's
nothing...
and i'll get over
my addiction

goodbye, goodbye

with a conscious
clear of deception,
i can cloud my thoughts
with other rainy days
and expect the sun
when the time comes
but with a constant reminder
that honesty is
the best umbrella



...and rainbows are the light
love lets in